https://privatter.net/p/11082141  底下也附了原文。
后记主要基于机翻，有校对但不润色了，将就下orz

如果你正在阅读本文，那么你一定已经玩完了我的赫尼同人游戏。

首先，感谢你的游玩！希望你喜欢它。我很想听听你的想法！你可以评论或者私信我。

我五月时有了做赫莱尔尼布同人游戏的想法。最初只是一个一闪而过的念头，但我很高兴最终决定去做了。即使在写作过程中遭遇了很多困难，我还是很享受创作的过程。写一个连贯的情节真的很难！！ ( ╥ ᴗ ╥)

为什么叫‘Anathema’？起初，我想起一个与时间有关的标题。第一个标题是‘明天不会到来’，但我觉得太长所以舍弃了。最终我选择了Anathema，这个词的意思是“被强烈憎恶或者反对的存在”或“被神厌弃的存在”。它很适合赫莱尔，他为了复仇而反抗光明；也适合尼布，他因为接受赫莱尔的爱而使自己被神厌弃。

为什么选择时间循环情节？赫莱尔和尼布的关系很复杂，我认为如果没有极端事件，他们几乎不可能互相理解。没有尼布的濒死经历，他们的关系将陷入僵局，赫莱尔会继续折磨尼布，而尼布会永远抗拒并拒绝承认赫莱尔。所以我选择写一个尼布被困在无尽时间循环中的故事，直到他最终意识到赫莱尔爱他。我认为赫莱尔起初也很困惑他的感情是爱还是恨。
但当我最终把它写下来时，这比我想象的要难。因为当主角只能说话时，你如何推动游戏进展？他不能移动，不能互动，他如何在时间循环中产生影响？经过两个月的挣扎，我终于完成了剧本 ( ╥ ᴗ ╥)

另外，很抱歉你在大部分游戏中看到的赫莱尔其实不是真正的赫莱尔 (˃̣̣̥ᴖ˂̣̣̥) 结局2可以解释为赫莱尔输给了虚构的自己所以失去了尼布吗？哈哈，可怜的赫莱尔，输给了你自己。‘恋尸癖’和‘食人’的警告指的是这个结局，很抱歉赫莱尔 (੭ ˊ^ˋ)੭ ♡ 但我想要一个这样的结局，你不断失控直到成为最糟糕的自己，嘿嘿。

在第三个结局‘幻想’中，尼布回爱赫莱尔了吗？在游戏结束时，答案是否定的。我认为尼布是一个自恋的人，所以他只是接受了被赫莱尔爱这件事。赫莱尔知道这一点，但他暂时对此结果感到满意。赫莱尔是一个耐心的猎人。尼布最终是否会回爱他，我想让你自己决定。

感谢你读到最后，再次感谢你的游玩！

-Mwi

If you're reading this, then you must have finished playing my HelelNebu fangame.

First of all, thank you for playing! I hope you enjoy it. I would love to hear your thoughts! You can comment, DM me, whichever you prefer.

I first wanted to make a HelelNebu fangame in May, it was a passing thought at first but I'm glad I decided to make it. I have fun creating this, even though I suffer with writing a lot. ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) Writing a cohesive plotline is hard!! ( ╥ ᴗ ╥)

Why 'Anathema'? At first, I wanted to think of a title that relates to time. The first title is 'tomorrow will not come', but I scrapped it since it's too long. Finally I chose Anathema, which means 'something that is strongly disliked or disapproved of' or 'something/someone condemned by God'. It suits Helel, who went against the light for the sake of revenge, and Nebu, who condemned himself by receiving Helel's love.

Why the time loop plot? Helel and Nebu's relationship is messy and I think it would be near impossible for both of them to come into understanding without extreme events. Without Nebu's near-death experience, their relationship would reach an impasse in which Helel will continue tormenting Nebu and Nebu will forever resist and refuse to acknowledge Helel. So I choose to write a story where Nebu is stuck in an endless time loop until he finally acknowledges that Helel loves him. I think Helel at first is also confused whether his feelings are love or hatred.
But when I finally wrote it down, it was harder than I thought. Because how would you progress a game when the protagonist can do nothing but talk? He can't move, he can't interact, how would he cause an impact in the time loop? After two months of suffering I finally finished the script ( ╥ ᴗ ╥)

Also, I'm sorry that the Helel that you see throughout most of the game actually is not the real Helel (˃̣̣̥ᴖ˂̣̣̥) Can ending 2 be interpreted as Helel lose Nebu to a made-up version of himself? lol poor Helel, losing to yourself. The 'Necrophilia' and 'Cannibalism' trigger warning refers to this ending, I'm so sorry Helel (੭ ˊ^ˋ)੭ ♡ But I want to have an ending where you spiral out of control and become the worst version of yourself, hehe.

In the third ending, 'Fantasy', did Nebu love Helel back? By the time the game ends, the answer is no. I think Nebu is a narcissistic person, so he has only accepted that he's okay with being loved by Helel. Helel knows this, but he's satisfied with that result for now. Helel is a patient hunter. Whether will Nebu finally love him back or not in the future, I would like to let you decide for yourself.

Thank you for reading until the end and thank you once more for playing!

-Mwi